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2007-06-13T07:12:00.000-07:00

yay haha i'm finally blogging again.
just when you thought i'd stop blogging for good =)

anyway my hols have been CRAZY.
wth not even one day when i can be at home.
past 2 weeks i've been waking up at 7am
FOR CHEMFIRE.
and church.
and extra trng.
omgzzzz. but it's super good hahah my chem's much better
but that's only for redox and electrochem.

my holidays were supposed to be all abt training and mugging.
now it's more of training than mugging HAHA.
i just slack most of my time away in front of the com.
or i have other things to do.
like recce for amazing race track camp tmr
HAHA gonna be super fun pls!

but then again, i mugged today =)
went to coffee bean at guthrie house.
omgg saw so many ppl whom i know pls!
haha shant go there anymore.
but i need a place to mug! haha.
home isnt good coz i'll be distracted by the com.

sigh nats is coming
and i think i've lost the feel again!
dammit but my friend told me after the no-feel season it'll be better
hope this no-feel season ends soon HAHA.
i shall train SUPER HARD.
11th july!
super near super near!
EOIS ARE SUPER NEAR TOO.
omg.
i'm super dead hahaha was doing sec2 algebra today
i need to pull up my grades seriously.
shi__ey tan isnt gonna be happy that i didnt follow my study plan.
which was ridiculously packed!
HAHAHAHHA study plans always fail!

i cant wait for the end of sch hols
yet i dont want the hols to end
damn, i cant sleep at night
coz worry sets in when the day ends
and is revived with a new day
the wait is just killing me!
=(
once a day aint enough.
i wanna curse and swear
but i know it isnt good.

DARN, i'm so frustrated =((((

2007-02-11T05:33:00.000-08:00

hello people. i'm finally blogging. again. haha.

havent been that good. i dont know why but i like to blog when i'm feeling sad.
so if you're seeing an absense of posts, it's good HAHA.

all of a sudden happy songs dont seem to work no more. they're just a quick tune with no meaning whatsoever. sad songs are more meaningful. szeyen lent me J.T's album. and his lyrics make a lot of sense. especially losing my way. no wonder she's so in love with him haha.

valentine's day's like round the corner. havent finished making the presents yet. i think this week's gonna be super hectic. tmr math pt's gonna be given out, and proposal is due end of this week, which is friday. then yuwen and i have to present chinese newspaper, one whole weeks' worth of chinese newspapers which i havent started reading on thurs. and i have to finish making vday presents by wed. and i have dental appointment on tues. what the shit i'm stressed but i'm not doing anything. each day i just stress myself out with worries but i dont really do much to relieve my workload. and trainings havent been good, for me at least. so i really dont know what's going on in my life. it's like a total mess. and i cant seem to bring myself up. like everything's just going downdowndown. burnout man. and i've been sleeping late so everyday i cant do much hmwk coz i'll fall asleep at my table. and i cant keep up man i got 14 for physics diagnostic. and my chinese is really dying. chemistry i'm like quite okay but i'm gonna die for QA spa. and it doesnt help when you feel yourself sinking further and further into depression. and it really sucks. it's like. one moment you're laughing and joking and the next moment, you're hearing laughters around you while you sink into your own dark world where everything sucks shit. and tears just come down, you cant stop it.

no wonder mel thinks i'll commit suicide if i work in a bank HAHA.

yes you cant blame the Lord for putting all these obstacles in your life. but sometimes it's just so hard to accept all these and still believe that all this are His doings and it'll ultimately lead you to a better place. honestly, it's hard to believe that when you're super down and feel like giving up entirely. but girl, dont give up. we've been through that phase, and i suppose this is the first major one in your life. you just have to grit your teeth and push your way through all the shame and disappointment. noone does well all the time. so all we can do is just pray hard, and most importantly, you not to give up on yourself. loves <3

i'm just so scared of talking to you
knowing you'll just put on a front
but all the time i keep guessing how you're feeling
how you actually are
but i never can think aloud,
can i?

2007-01-20T06:40:00.000-08:00

why do i deceive,
but call myself honest?

sigh i dont know whats wrong with me
ever since that incident happened
i never seemed to have recovered,
and it seems like i'll never be able to.
but i want to. really badly.
just throw it all away in the past
and not get these waves of regret and guilt
while knowing that you're happy and dont give a damn.

2006-12-28T05:55:00.000-08:00

YEAAAH i'm blogging HAHA. miraculously.

yesterday was clique christmas party/gathering. haha but i had ccao set up in sch before that so i went after that and caught the holiday! wah i tell you i walked so briskly from sch foyer to the busstop that my shins were aching like mad! omgosh and YES i caught the bus HAHAHAH. and YES AGAIN i was just in time for the exchange of buses at dhoby! yeah so met them at marina. then we exchanged presents at the lounge there HAHAHAH we were all so delighted can! i got a diary from szeyen and misuzu OMGOSH IT'S THE VERY ONE I WANTED FROM BORDERS! HAHAHAH thank you so much much much! and i got a voodoo doll keychain and cradle mountain picture catalogue/dunno what from waiky, and a jar of dumbass things from cheryl HAHAHAH super cute, a cute eraser from misuzu, and a church signs calendar from charlene. =) i was so touched xD and the cards were really sweet too..... while reading them on the bus home i was gonna tear la you guys are just so sweet. and even though we've drifted apart for some parts of the year, in the end we're still together, and we know it =)

each year we await christmas so eagerly coz that's the time when alll of us can come together and exchange heartfelt gifts and write each other letters about what we've always wanted to say. and just hang out and talk about rubbish and laugh our asses off and sleep together HAHAHAHA. it's reallyreally wonderful. i hope that we'll still contact each other even when we're grown up, i really wish for that. cliched, but true. i wonder why people turn down cliches. sometimes they just express what we really feel, and i'm lazy to think of nice expressions HAHA. and almost everything is a cliche. even this lol. but whattheheck. =)

haha it was so fun! we watched The Holiday, and omgosh Cameron Diaz is just so cute hahah and JUDE LAW is so sexy/hot! haha it was a really sweet show about love. and it's a really cool movie. =)) then we had newyorknewyork for dinner, and omgosh the BBQ ribs are SUPERB! hahah and somemore there's free cotton candy! hahah so cool right. yeah after that we went to waiky's house and watched cry wolf, which we rented before going there. HAHA it's a thriller and it was good la. totally unexpected. and luckily it isn't the horror ghostly types it's just all fakes. but i liked the twist and turns. like just when they thought they found out who The Wolf was, it turns out to be someone else, and the game that they play is just so complex, you never know who's lying and if you're being manipulated. reallyreally nice =)

yeah so after that 5 of us squeezed onto waiky's queen sized bed HAHAHAH super funny we were all sleeping horizontally with our legs dangling out by the side and it was really cramped and funny HAHAHAH and i kept waking up coz it was too cold. yeah so me char waiky woke up at 6.50 to get ready to go to sch for CCAO setup, while yen and cheryl went back to sleep. and when we were ready and about to leave, they were too lazy to wake up HAHAH and it was really funny to see them with their messy hair and with their voices breaking and whining that they dont wanna get up. haha so we left them in waiky's house to sleep in lol!

had such great fun with you guys. =) let's form a study group/tuition group next year! yay then we can have more fun! HAHA.

love, josey =)

2006-12-25T01:19:00.000-08:00

OMG MY SUPER LONG POST JUST DISAPPEARED. OMGOMG I'M SO SUPER PISSED NOW =(

aiya wth nvm i shall just use my turbo typing and try to remember all that i typed =(((((

okay firstly MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! hahahah have fun today! and i'm really sorry for the lack of posts for like one month plus hehe.

yay ok today i went for christmas service in church. haha it was really good. the worship was good the crowd was good the atmosphere was good everything BAGUS la! hahah darn i'm learning from my taiwan tour guide and soon i'll say special as spacial HEHE.

ok yesterday i went for morning service in the... morning duh. hahah but i went for 10.30 shineforth service as i overslept! was too drained after the taiwan trip so i really overslept. so i went alone lol. but going alone wasn't as bad as i though hahaha. and deanne was sitting behind me so we talked abit. and i fell asleep like 3 times during the sermon coz it was really getting too draggy and i was still super sleepy.

ok so after that i went home and came out again to go to mel's house. haha we played DDR. and i really suck at it but it's okay I'M IMPROVING i got my first 100 combo yeesterday! HEHEH. but melissa's friend is really good her first time playing and she has already gotten so many highscores! and unlocked a few songs. haha darn pro right! then we had dinner. mel's parents ordered turkey from goodwood and it was really nice. haha and her mum made potato salad and vege and fruits salad and garlic bread and some peaches in orange juice dessert. and her parents invited mel's grandma over for dinner and melissa's two friends. hahah they were all really high on wine i tell you! HAHAH and mel's mum is super cute la. everytime they started talking about korean actors her mum will get super excited and her whole face will light up and she'll squeal HAHAHHAHAHAHA. now i know why mel's so cheeko. lol.

then after that mel and i went to yuwen's house to exchange presents! hahah the gate was wideee open so we sneaked in hoping to give yuwen a surprise but two of her cousins ran out and when they saw us they started whispering i bet they thought that we were burglars la coz there were 9 cars there! lol so we hurry ran to yuwen's room HAHAHA. and i swear yuwen's becoming so motherly hahah she carries her little cousin whereever she goes! HAHAH. yay so we went downstairs to collect our christmas presents under the big christmas tree! HAHAHAH it's liek gigantic compared to mel's one la. HAHAH when i went to mel's house she told me to put the presents under the christmas tree and it's like really short but it's a live tree HAHHAHA and all the presents aren't UNDER it they're BESIDE it HAHAHHAAH. ok so mel and i decided to be polite and went to greet yuwen's parents. lol but her dad was talking to his business friends so we went to the kitchen where her mother and relatives were. so we went in and said hi auntie merry chrristmas! LOL then suddenly the whole kitchen went from super noisy to silent. and all the relatives were staring at us HAHAHAH coz we just suddenly appeared out of nowhere lol. so mel and i felt super awkward and tried to say hello merry christmas but it turned out as OH HAHAHHAHA HELLO MERRY HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAA and in the end we didn't say the word christmas HAHHAHA coz it was super weird and funny we couldn't help laughing LOL super amusing! and as mel said afterwards in the car, luckily we didn't go over to say hi to yuwen's dad if not his business friends would be super shocked at the kind of company his daughter mixes around with LOL not that it's a bad thing la i'm sure they would love us =)) HEHE so we went to open the presents! yuwen got me a shirt and a strawberry shortcake cotton bud set. haha and she got mel another shirt and the strawberry shortcake cotton bud set. and mel got me a soft toy cum pillow cow and she got yuwen a pingu water dispenser. and i got yuwen a paper people notebook and mel a strawberry shortcake calendar. hehe THANK YOU!

ok so we went back and played more DDR and soon it was time to go for midnight mass at mel's church. haha and i didnt know anything about what the pastor was saying! hahah so i fell asleep manymany times coz it was super late! but it was quite cool as they actually had a manger and mary and joseph and baby Jesus inside! haha. and mel told me on Good Friday they also have a cave where Jesus was resurrected after 3 days. how cool is that!

haha so after that we went home and played more DDR and i was the first one to fall asleep! i really couldn't help it i was too tired! and idiot mel kept scratching me =(( haha ok so when we finally went to mel's room it was 3+ and IDIOT MEL had to take HALF AND HOUR to put all her stuffed toys which cannot fit onto the bed on the floor nicely and all the pillows had to be in position on the bed and the blanket had to be arranged nicely. OMGOSH i tell you i nearly died waiting. and just when mel FINALLY got everything arranged melissa barged in with her friend and messed everythign up! OMGOSH i was really dying already and so we had to pack the bed and everything again and by the time we could sleep it was like 4+! that's why i was super tired today during service. hahah.

ok before that i went to taiwan. haha it was really fun! but i'm too sian to do a day-by-day analysis so i shall just roughly sum it up! ok i made new friends on the tour group there. haha teri tami alicia eugene celeste chuanzhi chuanyue. haha it was really fun we first started talking on the day when we went to the amusement park because noone in our families wanted to take with us so we just got together and went together hahah we rode the roller coater twice and the UFO free fall thing once hahah super scary i tell you when it drops down it's without warning coz i dunno why there wasn't a countdown. and suddenly it's just WHOOOSH like your seat's gone and i was trying to scream but couldn't coz my voice just got stuck HAHAHAHHA. and the roller coasterr was darn fun coz we went like up down underneath upside down really cool HEHEH. so from then we started playing cards at night coz it was too boring in the hotel lol. we only played daidee and bridge hahaha eugene's really good at bridge he wins most of the time! hahah and many funny things happened when we were playing but i'm too lazy to spell it all out. hahah but tami's super cute i tell you! she's only 7, and she crushes chuanyue who's 16! and on the last night when we were all playing in her room she sat beside him and was darn happy to beat him HAHHAHA coz we used the ai4 xin1 bian1 as the forfeit! AHAHHAH so we were all teasing her about it! and when she fell asleep her nose was blocked so it was darn noisy and we were all laughing but she didnt wake up so cute! HAHHHA. i'm starting to sound as cheeko as mel =(

yay ok i've finally reached the place where my post was gone!

on the food in taiwan was good la. but rather oily and lots of fried stuff. but i'm surprised taht i haven't gained weight! haha maybe coz it was cold so i used up all that i consumed! yay hahahah. and we spend alot of money there la dunno buy what royal jelly which was 375 bucks and green tea which was 200 bucks OMGOSH what a waste of money right =( but luckily we didnt buy like the jade figurines and the dunno what jade jewellery. haha.

yay okay 2007's gonna start soon! better draft out my resolutions and START STUDYING MATH AND CHEM AND DOING RS! omgosh HAHHAHAHA shit i'm so dead i've been procrastinating for so long but i haven't done anything! but luckily i've read a few books lol. sigh i really need tuition for chem and physics! but more for chem la. haha.

okay i'm really tired now my wrists are pain =(( haha better get down to doing ccao stuff lots of things to settle! =) goodbye people you'd better treasure this post as goodness knows when i'll be posting again HAHAHHAHA. byeee!

2006-11-17T05:13:00.000-08:00

hello yes i'm FINALLY blogging! haha.

haha ok my results arent good but it's okay i did better than i expected so it's okay =) i shall mug soon! haha. it's been a really frantic and busy year i honestly dont know what happened along the way but i promise to do better next year =)

had lead camp last week. haha it was seriously fun! the activities were quite fun, but my group was what made the whole thing fun! haha. i had chewmin, vivian siah, wanxiu, yiyun, sihui, vienna, desiree, sherlyn and hazel in my group. and not to mention my facils were jeanting and AJ! haha seriously wacky group! hahah it was fun but tiring, not to mention the noisy planes flying past. we counted like 50+ in a day!? and they all fly so low the taller trees are bald at the top. haha. so the two nights were rather sleepless. but i'm really glad to have gotten to know these people better. haha.

last sat was class party! haha but had training before that. killer weights la so i went there super tired and muscles aching like mad. but it was still fun haha and we went to chompchomp for dinner. bus was super cold and we were a little wet. so i think i caught a cold and sunday morning i woke up with a fever and a flu. and superduper bad muscle aches omgosh it's seriously the worst i've ever had my shoulder/neck muscles were super pain i couldnt lift my arms i couldn't even tie my hair i couldn't wear my clothes without wincing in pain haha it was super bad =( and monday i had fever too. but tues we had track chalet no fever but still abit flu-ish so i brought alot of tissue haha it was very fun too but i didnt have enough sleep first night i slept at 3+ and woke up at 7 second night slept at 2+ woke up at 8 hahaha.

it was super fun! first night we had bbq omgosh it was so tiring i was bbqing satay the whole time la! haha then went to bathe at like 12+ or 1+ i cant rmb then we were discussing the treasure hunt until 3+ then before we slept HAHA we heard the sec2s gossiping so much HAHHAHAHAH we were laughing so hard please HHAHAHAH. then next day we went to have treasure hunt. everything was going so smoothly. so we decided to go to the breakwaters at the beach which is the last station to wait for all the teams to finish their hunt. so we left one by one so as not to let them know where the last station is. i went first. haha it was so nice sitting there and hearing the waves and looking at the vastness of the sea. then wanyi came. we were admiring the contrast between the trees and dark clouds at a distance. then husena came. and we talked about the dark clouds even more and said how beautiful they were. THEN THE WIND CAME! omgosh HAHAHAH superrr strong la then the dark clouds started coming. and we were still admiring. until we felt the first drops. and because the middle of the black clouds were near the chalet and we were quite far from it, so we didnt really get the full blast of the showers yet. and we decided to run back to the chalet coz there was no shelter at the beach at all. so we started running. and because the rain was SOSUPER STRONG we decided to hide our phones behind our backs coz the rain was blowing towards us. and we were approaching the middle of the clouds and we ran into the rain. yes we actually ran INTO the rain you could really feel the difference la haha and we had to run so super far hahhaha it was really tiring and we couldnt see anything coz the rain was so heavy and the wind was so strong we nearly missed the gate into the chalet! and when we got there we were totally drenched but our backs were dry -.-" that's how strong the wind was! but it was quite fun la hahahah. then after that we played pass the parcel, and when the rain stopped we went back to the beach to hunt for the balls that we hid. HAHA we hid 10 balls and we only found 5? HAHAH shit they're non-biodegradeable i feel so bad =( so we went back to the chalet. then later me wanyi chew went to play pool! haha it was so freezing in there and each game was 2 bucks what a complete ripoff so each time we shot we hurry ran to grab the balls before they went into the holes HHAHAHA so cheater right! but wth we didnt wanna spend that much money. haha and later we played mahjong all the way until like 12+ and i was really so sleepy i fell asleep while waiting for my turn to bathe but they wanted to watch shall we dance but we ended up playing truth haha it was quite interesting =) at least it kept me awake. but after a while i fell asleep after we stopped playing. so we went upstairs to sleep and i slept so well haha the alarm went off at 7 but we slept until 8! nobody bothered to wake up. then we packed up and checked out =)

so i reached home and bathed and ate and fell asleep. haha then i went jogging. yay the route is so nice to jog and the black parade is so nice i kept playing the album when i jogged and it was soso shuang hahahah.

yeah and i had training today. i left my house on time. but there was a jam coz of some accident so i was late! =X shit la. haha weights again. it's quite okay quite fun but i died doing chest presses =((( haha and we jogged on the treadmill for cool down =) yay then i met cheryl the dumbbum at j8 and we had lunch and walked around for a while then she came to my house! haha so fun we just snacked and talked and played wakuwaku fishing game! we played twice and she won me both times 26-24 and 27-23! =( the next time i must win her! haha then we went to play badminton it was so funny HAHAHHA especially when i made this shot and she said BANG THE NET! and i thought she said bangdaneh or smth like that and i turned around expecting to find an indian or bangladeshi HAHAHHAHAHAH i'm not being racist but i really thought she said that AHHAHAHAHAH. and the lift lights werent working so we were really scared. haha. then we went to step on the stone path SO SUPER PAIN and the indian lady there was laughing at us haha coz she said it wasnt pain and she showed us hahah her feet are so strong! then later i sent her to busstop and came home and here i am! =)

tomorrow going to watch step up with weiying! haha crazy girl it's her second time hahah but i cant wait! hehe channing tatum is so cute! xDD byee!

2006-10-30T05:20:00.000-08:00

YAY YES I'M BLOGGING! =)))))))
how great is that haha.

new skin! coz the old one was too happy haha.
chocolates are just heavenly! =)

haha ok eoys are over, results are out, i didnt do well, but i exceeded my expectations after taking the test haha. i seriously thought i'd fail but in the end i only failed chem YAY. but though i passed, my results were still super bad. but it's alright! =)

yay ok today was games day. dont know why we still have sch when the o level higher chinese is going on. and the netball courts/field/tennis courts are so darn near to the hall and the pe teachers were using the loud hailers please!? so super noisy even when we were in the library we could hear all the noise la pls. ok so after the games me mel yuwen went out for lunch. we went to scotts, then went to far east to buy bubble tea, then walked around far east for a bit. then we crossed the overhead bridge to go to the busstop.

HAHAH and you know what. while walking past the Hertz rent-a-car thing this worker was dunno doing what to his truck. then the cart he was holding on to started rolling down the road coz it was a downhill. HAHAHAH so super funny i tell you. me mel yuwen were walking, then we saw the cart moving. so we started giggling. then the man began to run after the cart. we laughed even harder. THEN he tried to grab the handle but missed. HAHHAHA omgosh that was killer i tell you! haha.

ok so we went back to sch to do the dunno what survey. i did till 28% and then the page had an error so i refreshed. and voila! i had to redo! =((( my eyes were super pain after staring at 100 pages of the super bright apple monitors. yepp so after that i went for track meeting. then after that went to find the cheering group. HAHAH and i became part of it. omgosh it's super funny HAHAHAH especially the dunno what fighting crime and joining forces thing HAHAHAHHA. okay nvm.

so after that i walked mel home since i had nothing better to do. then her mum called while we were walking halfway and said her sis wanted the bandito set! omgosh we we had to walk to far east. haha we were super sweaty and tired from the climbing of steps so many times to the 4th floor so we sat down. then stupid mel pushed the drinks towards my edge of the table. i really thought it was going to drop so i shrieked hahah then this group of dunno what SHHHH! me =( haha so we went out. then saw _______. fill in the blanks! HAHAHA and dunno why we started shrieking the whole journey to her house HAHAHHA about stupid stuff.

OHOH i forgot. HAHA while we were walking, then i pushed mel coz that's what she always does to me! HAHAH and she was on the edge of this jutting out tile. and she FLAILED her arms around HAHAHAH SUPER FUNNY I TELL YOU! HAHAHHAAH. finally caught her off balance! YAY! strike one! HAHA.

ok yeah so i took 171 home. then when i reached home, i decided i should go jogging since it was such a fine day! yay so i jogged the diary farm route omgosh so tiring so many uphills! but i didnt stop YAYYYY and the whole thing took me 45 mins YAYYYYY i know it's noob but it's my first time jogging for so long! but i dont know how much the distance was BUT I DONT CARE! :D i was so happy while jogging coz i was listening to all my favourite songs! so jogging past the front of diary farm there was this group of workers cutting down the tree branches so i didnt know where to jog but luckily this guy saw me and he told the rest to stop! yay then he gave me the thumbs up HAHAHHA. so i smiled! haha and said thankyou la duh. then at the side of diary farm this angmoh lady was returning from grocery shopping she looked so nice! so i smiled too. hahah yay! then she smiled tooo! HAHAHAH omgosh it's bad to smile at strangers but i couldnt help it i was really feeling happy! haha.

jogging past bukit panjang pri sch made me think of many things. like how the sch has changed. after dunno how many coats of paint. then while peeping in the pe teachers were also different! but otherwise, everything was more or less the same. haha sometimes i miss the carefree pri sch life. but it's alright! =)

yay and i just watched so you think you can dance. omgosh i think i'm gonna crush ivan! HAHAH he's so cute! HEHEHE. shiiit next week i cannot watch! darn nvm i shall get someone to tape for me the preview looked interesting and HOT! haha.

okay tomorrow's netball carn! hope our class gets into top 8! yay we will =))) haha ok i'd better go get the cheer from marjorie HAHAH i cannot remember anything now!

and i've made a pact with myself. to go jogging every evening! if i'm home before 5.30. =) yay ok byebye!

2006-09-27T05:25:00.000-07:00

YAY i'm finally blogging after more than a month! haha been super busy with everything. especially SINGAPORE IDOL!

=(( i'm soso sad that jon didnt win. he really should have won. dammit. =( jon's HOT, CUTE, HANDSOME, SEXAYYYYY, CHARISMATIC, HAS A GREEEAT SMILE, COOL, AND NICE. dont believe? go see his pic =)

i doubt he remembers signing my belongings or even cheryl's name and my name. but i'll remember it for life. haha everything he does is magic =) even though he has a low rocker voice, he still can sing a wide variety of songs, like for example he sang the finals song the you gave me wings or smth like that SOSOSOOO DARN WELL. sigh singapore, you missed out on a REALLY GREAT IDOL! =(

and i darent write much here because of racial issues. it's a really sensitive topic! and each fan has his/her own argument anyway, it's not gonna work arguing that it was unfair or the likes. and it's no point arguing. haha but I'M GONNA SUPPORT JON ALL THE WAY!

I LOVE JON!

2006-08-16T21:40:00.000-07:00

haha hello i'm blogging again! finally =) today's my bro's birthday and i didnt get him anything! =( aiya who cares he also doesnt get me anything every year =(((

the class com is currently playing michael buble's home =) it's such a pleasant song haha. sigh. and jay chou's sad songs are really nice too.

sunday had sl again at bukit gombak. haha 4th allcomers. haha it was quite fun but it was so darn hot! zzzzzzzzzzzz. then so embarrassing too =( nvm.

i havent blogged in a longlong time! haha. tuesday i went on another romantic date with cheryl and burger king after school. haha i mugged abit then we went to walk at far east for abit =) then we went home. then yesterday i went swimming with yingjie and weili at weili's house. haha we swam 40 laps then

HELLO KWANYUWENTHEGREAT WAS HERE : D

(continued) we suntanned for abit haha. it was fun! yayyy then after that i went home with yingjie.

basically nothing much has been happening. i think i've been very moody these few days... no mood to laugh and be crazy with my friends. haha i think i'm falling sick again. sigh. but i dont care. wth we have sososososo many stuff to do i think i'm gonna break down soon. i feel tired at 9 oclock every day! sigh. we have to hand in baozhangbaodao next tues, and we have english expo summative next tues, then we have ss pt and physics pt to be handed in after sept hols, then 1st week of term 4 we have math test, and we have a chem pt coming up. and ss and physics pt are all indiv. sigh i'm so gonna die sept hols no time to play already =(

okay i think i should help mel and charlotte's group with their pt stuff =) byebye.

2006-08-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

HELLOOO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
haha okay my whole post shall be in red today =)

yay yesterday ndp celebrations was fun! haha a few 302ers tied 2 ponytails with red and white! HEHE darn fun some of us looked cute, liike leong, some looked weird. HAHAH. but it's CLASS SPIRIT! yay. mr lim said we look cute okay =)))))

yay after the celebrations me cherly yen went to taka to eat PEPPERLUNCH! haha havent eaten there in a looong time xD haha it was darn good, as usual =) then after that cherly and i went to ecp =) HEHEH. our romantic date again! yayy we sat at the breakwaters and looked at the waves and enjoyed the breeze and talked =) we sat there till 3.30! then we went to drink milo and cheryl ate her popiah with no sauce >.< 17 ="(">
yay so we skated and cherly's super loose shorts kept slipping off her butt and revealed her red with black polka dots undies HAHAHAH. then on the way back i tripped over smth and fell down =( hurts like crazy! it's constantly stinging please. sigh maybe next time i should just get the knee guards haha. yay after we skated we went to eat waffle icecream! haha yummm so nice! and after that we went macs to cool down for a while before heading to parkway for dinner! haha we walked around, searched for dresses then we went to eat ban mian. so nice! haha. then cherly took bus with me to bedok mrt. then after i got on the train, she called me. guess what. ADRIANO WAS AT THE BUS STOP! =(((((( shiiit haha if i werent on the train i would've ran back to the bus stop la. sigh. haha so i reached home at 9+ and fell asleep at 10 hhahaha. yay but our romantic date was good this time! coz there was no lousy service to ruin it xD

today was nth interesting so shan't blog about today. haha BYEEE.

2006-08-06T02:30:00.000-07:00

hello!

haha shall blog about the past 3 days =))

THURSDAY!
haha had chem remedial after sch with nina chun. she's a really nice teacher! she can joke with you but be serious at the same time. haha. great difference since the start of the year! then after that mel and i went to fareast to drink paopaocha! yay i love the pearls! then we went to taka toy sale! then we found presents for _____ and ______! yay so we decided to come back the next day. haha we did lots of stupid stuff. but i can't blog about what happened at talkingmall. in case the lady reports to the sch and the sch authorities find my blog =) HAHA we were really being dumb! hmm so in the end i reached home at 0845! kinda got scolded but it was fun =)

FRIDAY!
yay it was quite okay in school, then after sch mel and i rushed to orchard to buy _____ and ______'s belated present! =) haha and we did another dare haha i bet the guy selling the towels think we crush him. 2 days in a row back to see him. HAAH. got the presents and went to see stationary. then after buying we ate takopachi for lunch then rushed home =) so we went home to bathe and change for dance concert later. then we met at 5 at heeren, where we walked around before going to cine's kfc for dinner. then after dinner we went to subway to buy cookies! haha ok mel wanted double choc chip and i wanted peanut butter. so we were staring at the cookies to see if they had the cookies of our choice. then i realised that they spelt 'peanut butter' as 'penut butter'. and because we had pronounciation lessons in sch today for english oral, we started trying to say 'pehhhhnut butter'. so when it was our turn, the guy asked 'yes what cookies would you like?' then we were like "2 double chocolate chip and.. (looks at each other) HAHAHAHHAHAH." then the guy was patiently waiting for us so i hurriedly said "peanut butter" then mel was like "i think you should tell them! go say 'sorry i dont mean to be rude or anything but'..." hahah so i was like "errr excuse me, i dont mean to be rude or anything but you spelt peanut butter wrongly" then the manager looked and he said "oh, yes! thankyou!" haha then mel and i were like "HAHAHA pehhhhhnut butter" then the manager laughed and said "come back again! i'll make sure it's changed then" hahaha. ok so after that we left for dance.
it was quite good la. haha anzie was so hot la! and zhengning too. haha we kept laughing at kingkong. then after the performance we went on stage to wait for anzie to pass her the doggie and the rose =) the stupid ppl there kept closing the curtain on us. but we finally met anzie! haha. well done girl! we love you! yayy. then after that went out with mel to wait for peiqi and cheryl. saw nick. hahah he changed so much la. then yay cheryl finally met her carmen. then off we left for our romantic walk at the bridge! HEHEH. so romantic la please. we crossed the bridge, then sat at the steps to the river, stared at the boats, talked about stuff. then we saw edmund chen and some actress filming there! so cool hahah. then after we sat for a while, we went to cross the bridge back. at the left side, then we walked over the bridge by the center, and the back again by the right side. HAHAHAH. then cheryl went to vch to pee, then we walked back to raffles place =) we went to cafe cartel for supper! they spoilt our romantic date la. we ordered the american cheese cake and mango mousse. then we waited for sooo long then we finally asked the waiter. then he came back with a tiramisu. they must have given our cakes to someone else la. zzzzz but nvm we just ate it anyway. =) then we went home! yayyy hahah i love cheryl!

SATURDAY!
went to yuwen's house to do chinese pt in the morning. haha we were quite productive! yay. then we ordered pizza for lunch. i love stuffed crust! =) and yuwen had a fever! it was so darn hot and we were sweating like mad then she suddenly said "eh dont you feel very cold?" and she went to get her jacket -.-" then when we were downstairs she said "i think my fever is dropping!" then her mum found the thermometer and she measured. it was 38.6 la! -.-" riiight her fever was dropping so means it was 39+!? crazyy. get well soon yuwen! ok so xiner and i left then we went to the toysale to get her senior a present. haha then we saw the towel guy again! ok, he thinks i crush him, not mel. haha 3 consecutive days! then after that i went for guitar =) i love yensie too =) then went home. and in the night went to scotts for dinner, then went to kino. haha my family bought $200+ worth of books! ok, no it was only me my bro and my dad. haha. i bought new file and pens! yay. my dad bought 5 mags, my bro bought 4 books, and i bought 5 books. HEHE yayy! i'm gonna become a bookworm. and i just read finish one book, as well as reader's digest! haha.

and i seriously dont know. i doubt things can ever be the same again. even though you say you dont want things to change. but they already have. you cant even be bothered. so that's goodbye.

and that's one more friend gone.

2006-08-01T03:41:00.000-07:00

helloo =) didnt go sch today. had fever yesterday. though not as bad as the previous time =) but my phlegm is turning very green again. =( so went to see the doc yesterday. gave me mc for today and tmr. but i think i'm going back to sch tmr. haha cant afford to miss more lessons! took blood test again. results will be out later. =(

sigh i seriously dont know what's happening. last week was good, didnt have anything wrong.. until this week. and that's like. fever almost every week since may? and i've eaten so many types of medicines, 2 different types of antibiotics and Tamiflu.. and yet i've not recovered. and done 2 blood tests and an xray. seriously, i dont think there'll be anything wrong with the results of this bloodtest. which means there's no explanation of my sickness. sigh Lord, i really need Your healing touch. the promise to heal the sick and frail.. Your Word in the Bible.

i really dont like missing sch anymore.. not being able to catch up with lessons, cancelling all my outings. not going for trngs and everyone thinks i pon. hoho okay nvm shan't blog anymore no mood haha. byee.

2006-07-27T07:13:00.000-07:00

hellohelloo i'm blogging again!
HEHE no more starting my posts/paragraphs with YAY! haha.

ok nothing interesting this week, just had math test today. haha not bad! considering that i didnt study that hard HEHE. i totally screwed the last question but i dont care already! xD but more pts are coming up zzzzz so sian and i bet our whole national day week will be spent doing chinese pt and ss or smth.

hahah i think mr lim's such a nice teacher la. he shows us movie trailers, like yesterday or smth he showed us the spiderman3 trailer. darn cool! haha but it'll only be released next year =( and he can make our class laugh la. hahaha. like there was this once, he stepped into class.
"eh anybody see my thumbdrive? it was last seen in your class. white colour toshiba one."
so shihua and dunno who started saying
"EH OHHHHH THAT ONE ARH. eh throw away leh we ask nobody claim how arh. go dig the dustbin arh?"
hahaha.
then later yuwen raised her hand
"mr lim, is this the one you're looking for?"
then mr lim squinted and looked closely
"OHHH YESSS! thankyou arh thanks."
yuwen:
"sorry this is mine"
HAHAHHAH mr lim's face was chao funny can!
then today
shit i forgot.
nvm i shall blog about it when i think of it =)
OHH I REMEMBERED.
ok he asked the class
"did anyone watch CSI last night?"
then everyone was like
NO DUUUUH WE WERE MUGGING FOR MATH!
then he said
"aiya very traumatising, that's why today i'm so traumatised"
then someone said
"oh the grissom got together with sarah arh"
then he said
"yeah =("
so we asked
"huh they together why you sad!"
then he said
"coz i like grissom what"
then he gave the cheeky sly smile!
HAHAHAHHA.
mygosh so gay can!

oh then yesterday after school we had chem australian quiz. so at the start i was quite tired coz contacts scratched my eye i took them out and so i couldnt see! and i was squinting the whole day. so nvm i didnt know how to do most of the questions but i just anyhow do la luckily MCQ. then i did until the 25th question. then i nodded off to sleep leh! then after like 2 mins i woke up. and i had a dream! but i forgot what. hahaha i could dream in such a short time! ok nvm so i continued doing. and i fell asleep again after the 26th question! but i woke up like 5 mins later and i didnt dream. then coz i couldnt see and so i couldnt see the clock to see how much more time i had. and i glanced over and i faintly saw mel sleeping! so i thought "ok better hurry do then can go sleep"
so i rushed through the last few questions, then i went to sleep.
suddenly, i felt someone jabbing my arm! so i hurry wake up and i sleepily saw that it was may tan! OMGOSH. so i was like shit. then i didnt fill in the state/province as my country was already singapore! so i asked her what to fill in. then she said
" your state singapore country also singapore la."
and i couldnt see her face but i think she was getting impatient! so i hurry write but when i just wake up need time to adjust so i couldnt even write properly then i hurry hand in to her and kept apologising. so after she walk away then amanda turn to smile at me and charlotte was laughing! so i told her "shit so malu!" then she said
"nvm la mel worse. she poke her so many times and mel still didnt wake up and she had to shake her but she still didnt wake up in the end anzie said MEL! and she woke up HAHA." stoopid mel. then charlotte told me that i woke up at the 2nd jab haha yay!
so after the thing i saw mel then she told me she drooled on her hand and paper and her white jacket got black from resting on the shaded OAS paper HAHAHHAHA. so dumb! xD

okay that's all for today i'm so sleepy GOOODNIGHT!

2006-07-22T08:36:00.000-07:00

hello! =) i didnt blog about happy stuff yesterday so i shall do so now!

HEHE yesterday was darn fun la. RHD i spent the whole time with yen and waiky HEHE i loved our heibaipei games =))) thought i lost my wallet and got really worried but yen and waiky cheered me up then YAYYYY i found it under yen's bag hahah. yayy and after that we met with cherly and char and we went to suntec! =))) and we ate kenny rogers. we were initially rather quiet and relaxed and just talking abt recent stuff and enjoying our meal together but we started talking about disgusting stuff HAHAHHAHAHAHAH. yen's green bush and our blueberry yoghurt HAHAHHAHA damn gross! HAHAHAHHA. super funny! and later we went to candy empire hehe and we got free chocho! =))) and we walked back to suntec to stone at starbucks and HAHAHHA cheryl went mad and wrote the staff a note about chocho HAHAHA. and while walking we saw a display of CHILD@STREET11 AND THEIR DRAWINGS AND THEIR OUTING AT SENTOSA OR SMTH! OMGOSH! hahhaha all of them looked so happy and cute and i spotted my dear shuaige weikang's picture! yay he was so cute okay he was steering the ship =) i miss the children so much! <3 i'm not a paedophile okay they're just too cute. =( i miss them so much! hehe so later we went to VCH to watch rimb. their performance was quite nice! but first half darn boring. then during intermission cherly and i went to walkwalk and we sat on top of the steps and gazed at the bridge to fullerton and clarke quay it was so romantic there was even this bride taking photos with her friends =) we wanted to pon the second half but we decided against it =) yay and i saw winston! wth what happened to his hair la HAHAHAHHA and we kept laughing at all the funny faced ppl especially the worried face guy and the muscle spasm guy HAHAHAH. and i didnt know that the javelin martin guy was their friend haha. yay and after the thing we went walking across the bridge and past fullerton! so romantic =)) smth happened but i'm sure yen loves us too much to be angry =)) HEHE. yay and then we went for supper at cafe cartel all cakes at 50% after 9! YAYYYY oreo cheesecake so yummy! =) yay and went home after that.

today went for guitar then went airport ate popeye's hahah quite nice but oily like crazy! but it's value for money =) then went to city harvest but i didnt stay too long before i left =( sigh while leaving i said excuse me to the guy next to me to go out and i accidentally kicked/pushed his chair and it went out and then it hit the guy behind him =( but it was really too squeezy! haha. hmm then went to wisma and here i am! =))

ohoh i forgot to blog about thursday! hahah cant rmb much but after sch we had math lessons with mr ng. only mel wanyi and i hahahah we were really hyper i dunno why maybe it was more relaxed la but the funniest was when wanyi picked out this teenage magazine from under a random table and it was a pic of a girl in bikini on the cover page then we were like ORHORRRR! LUCKILY NOT FHM ARH MR NG'S HERE LEH! then mr ng walked over and peered at the magazine HAHAHAHHAHA and we hurry put it back HEHEHE. then before mr ng left he was saying EH WHAT TIME ARE YOU GIRLS GOING HOME I'LL TELL THE GREENMAN TO LOCK UP NOW OK WHEN HE COMES YOU MUST GO. then stupid mel went "when the green man is flashing, do not cross the road" HAHAHAH it just sounded so wrong at the point of time. hahahah. oh then during the lesson mr ng was teaching us to use the calculator and he was saying smth abt "dont believe you press this and smthsmthsmth" and he was still facing the white board la. then he speak finish, and suddenly turn around and say "PRESS!" in a very commanding manner HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH it was so hilarious please! =)

anyway i wanna dedicate this post to a few ppl! =))

MEL! sorrysorry mel really no reception at that point of time dont be angry already ok! =(
YINGJIE! yingjie darling you must be strong okay =) nothing can bring you down and we all just wanna see you smile =)
WANXIN! hahah wanxin! goodluck for your campaigning for hadley =))) it was fun folding hearts hehe.
ARIES! haha i miss you loads we mustmustmust go out sometime soon and go hyper hahahhaha. see you on teachers' day!
CHERLY! cherly dear thanks so much for all your encouragement and smses =)) it was fun taking a romantic walk with you! hahaha. we must go out and catch a movie! =) CANT WAIT FOR RS AGAIN hehe! love you!
SZEYEN! hehe we're sorry we made you angry and i'm still sorry for poking your mouth HEHEH anyway dont care abt what others say okay =) thanks for comforting me always =) LOVE YOUU!

yay ok done BYEBYE IT'S SO LATE i wanna sleep zzzz.

2006-07-21T21:08:00.000-07:00

this isn't a post about how things have changed for me and i dont know about you.
this is about how i know things have changed for you and me.
=) i may not be talking about you so dont get the wrong idea!

ever since i heard those rumors, i've been having mixed emotions about you. part of me wanted to trust you, not believing that you would actually do that, but yet i knew that it was most probably true, that you are capable of doing such things.
and everything has changed since then. it's been on my mind for a week or so. and then that incident happened. i guess noone would have realised, but i could feel it. that hint of sarcasm in your tone, as you tried to look away.
and then it happened again.
fake smiles
fake expressions
fake surprise.
it just all adds up.
plus more added whipped cream.
it's all too obvious
so just stop your pretense
and we can be at cold war.

and we're all caught in the middle.
at the sides of a triangle.
even though you people remain true
and are honest.
but i dont know about myself.

2006-07-18T02:20:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAH i realised smth.
every single one of my blog posts starts with yay.
HAHAHHAHA.
so i shall continue it. =)

YAY! i'm blogging YET again! hehe. i've been blogging more than mel!
yay.
today was darn boring la.
te*p*hp*h sucked like crazy
hahah cherie sarah and i were passing notes and writing bad stuff about her HEHE.
i seriously cant stand her face!
and she tries to smile and be nice.
but it's damn disgusting.
and when we laugh when we insult her
she smiles and thinks that what she just said was funny
whatever la!

haha and i think mr lim is such a funny and nice teacher.
he's nice and strict at times!
and has a good sense of humor.
unlike jas*n ng HAHAHAHAH.
yeah, mr ng, we understand that our generation gap is SUPER huge.
so huge that we dont find your jokes funny
hahha he himself knows that his jokes arent funny!
but he still tries to be funny -.-"

YAY we learnt a new handsign during philo!
it means bullsh*t hahaha damn funny
i like our philo teacher!
she's so funny and nice haha

ms low's lesson was quite uninteresting
except for the part when she said that the exposition that yingjie and i did was the best in class.
YAY THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU.
HAHAHAH but actually yingjie wrote most of it!
and her vocab is so good please xD
i love you yingjie!

yay today had lunch with clique.
=) yensie's mum made us lasagne!
whoaa still as good as before.
DARN NICE CAN!
hahah
and it was fun sitting together again
enjoying each other's presence =)
yay.

rs was fun too!
hehe went to library with cheryl and yen
hahah rs lessons are always fun!
no matter how tired i am =)
HEHE

ok i'm damn sleepy hehe dont blog already better hurry do work
then tonight can sleep earlier YAY!
byebye =)

2006-07-13T02:25:00.000-07:00

YAY i'm back again! =)))

i can't believe i forgot mel's bday! =(( nvm i hope she likes the turtle. gotta find another huge soft toy haha.

zzzzzzzz ok i've been having blocked nose and cough since last tues, and i got fever on monday. so went to the doc, gave me 7 types of medicine, and gave me 2 days mc. hahah ok so i stayed home and rested for tues and wed. then ytd chionged bio pt, and we're supposed to meet at yuwen's house at 1030pm to do group component. but i chionged indiv so i got there at 1210am. so waited for mel and yuwen to finish their indiv, and that was like. 3+am? then we chionged speeches until like 0530am? then we realised we rly dont have time so we hurry print everything and left her house at 7.

haha when mel was doing her indiv in the downstairs room, marj and i accompanied her. then suddenly we heard this buzzing sound, you know like the flutter of wings? so we were like omgosh what's that where's it coming from?! then marj said it's either a dragonfly or beetle. so we just ignored it. then after like 10mins
THE DRAGONFLY APPEARED.
mygosh. it was so huge please? seriously seriously huge. and it's not like the usual red colour. it's like some dunno what brown black blue shit colour. so we all screamed, and ran to the other side of the room where we tried to hide in the cupboard HAHAHHAHA. the dragonfly was attracted to the lights, so it flew close to the ceiling. but dunno why sometimes it was just put off by the lights so it'd fly low. so when it dipped, all of us screamed and covered our heads, squatting and trying to fit our butts into the cupboard HAHAHAHA. mygosh it was darn scary okay it was huge! so we screamed a couple of times and ducked a couple more times and suddenly, it just disappeared and never made any noise. that was when yuwen came down to scold us coz we were making too much noise. but it was so huge! like i'll only jump when i see a lizard or cockroach but this was the limit man. it was huge la. reallyreallly huggeeeee! mygosh HAHAHHA. ok so we got back to work.

oh then at 7 after rushing everything yuwen's dad sent us to fareast to grab breakfast in his JAGUAR! hahhah darn smooth ride mel was being lame she was like "shroooooom" then she'll turn HAHAHAHHAHA. idiot. yay so we got off, went into 7-11 bought red bull and donut and yuwen bought sandwich, and we went to busstop. we were contemplating abt whether we shld just purposely be late. but the bus came so nvm. so we reached sch just on time. and we hurry try to arrange everything in order. but we realised that the printing was screwed! so during english lesson while ms low tried to salvage her broken zip skirt, mel and i ran down to popular to buy coloured paper. haha so i was wearing jacket and mel told me to hide it inside. so we crept into classroom, and ms low was still so obssessed over her zip that she didnt ask us where we went but everyone could tell that i was hiding smth in my jacket? haha.

ok so we just chionged everything la. and presentation sucked like shit but who cares i dont care i'm so shag already! oh and i slept for the last 10mins of lunch, whole geog lesson, and dunno how long of math. geog was free period HENG arh. i was falling asleep while doing my gong han.

ok i gotta go do hmwk i need to catch up mygosh the teachers are mad i had this WHOLE STACK of wksts under my table that it couldnt close just for 2 DAYS?! mygosh. haha ok.

whoa i actually managed to stay awake this morning chionging how cool is that HAHHA. but i'm feeling sick again dammit.

BYEEE!

2006-07-09T04:11:00.000-07:00

YAY I'M BLOGGING AGAINN!
hahahha. great achievement okay.

yay just got back from yuwen's house.
hahah we were doing bio pt
but i went to church in the morning
worship was quite dead la
partly coz i didnt dare to sing coz i cant sing high notes now
it's because of my sore throat plus tons of phlegm okay!
I CAN SING WELL.
haha.
anyway sean taught today
we learnt about marriage and divorce
haha.

and so i rushed home, changed, went to far east to buy subway for everyone, and went to yuwen's house.
I WAS THE FIRST TO REACH OKAY!
yay.
then marjorie then mel.
we were quite productive today!
=)) yay.
so we were playing neopets during lunch break
we created a new account!
HAHHAHA and our username was actually hornygirl
but it wasnt allowed
so it's lrigynroh
HAHAHAH.
ok so we played bumper cars
4 ppl
yuwen's keyboards are seriously screwed
hahah if they werent i would have won so many more!
but mel was dumb la
SHE THOUGHT THE MINES WERE A BONUS!
HAHAH.
so she took them a few times
until we told her =)
moohaha.

ok so we went back to bio, and mel was typing
hahah
so marjorie was reading out
"blahblahblah athlete blahblahblah" (sorry la it's the best already)
and mel typed
athelete
HAHAHAHHA. and she reads it that way too!
so we told her
and that reminded me of smth
so i told them
"eh you know my mum
last time she pronounced brocolli as
BRO-CO-LOLLI.
HAHAHHAHA."
so they started laughing like mad asses
then i continued
"actually i also pronounced it that way
until yen and cheryl told me HAHAHAHHA."
ok so we began on the topic of mispronouncing words
and mel said
"eh actually last time i p2 that time i pronounced 'information' as
'informiNAtion'"
HAHHAHAHAHAHAH.
and she continued
"and 'authorised' as
'authoraTIsed'"
HAHHAHAHAHAHHA we were already laughing like crazy already
and marjorie added on
"actually me too
you know the short form for private limited is 'pte ltd.' right
so last time
everytime i saw the word
i'll think
'PYTE LET'"
HAHAHHAHA OMGOSH.
that was the ultimate can?
HAHAH too bad yuwen dont have =((

ok so we were talking about soccer
and mel said she had to do bio pt and watch soccer tonight
she said
"aiya i got to TOAPAYOH pt and watch at the same time leh!"
then i was staring blankly at her
coz she was looking at me as she said it
so i was thinking of what that could possibly mean
and it dawned on me
"OHHHH DO BIO PT!"
HAHAHHAHAH then she and marj stared at me
and called me slow =(
but you see, if you say 'dobio' fast enough
it'll sound like 'toapayoh' right!
and i wasnt the only one okay!
yuwen also heard toapayoh
HAHAH.

okok i gotta go chiong ss now
then pack stuff
then go mel's house to watch soccer
on her A4 size television HAHHAHA.
and later sleep with all the lizards and ants in her room
EEEEEEW.

hehe ok la i doubt it'll be that bad i'm sure the lizards will be scared of me =)
and she'll have to bear with my blockednose breathing tonight
HAHHAHAHAH.

byebye!

2006-07-07T05:51:00.000-07:00

hello!
=) i'm blogging again!
yay record!
HAHA.

today was nats.
haha i didn't qualify
but it's okay!
i thought i was well prepared to not qualify
but i didn't expect it would be so hard to take.
=)

yay i ponned sch today HAHA.
i hope i can pon to watch the javelin ppl
oh

CONGRATS TO WEIYING!
the zai girl got 2nd please
ownage!
and she's sec1!
yay i'm so proud.
and i'm sure she'll go far with shotput.
and yunrui got into finals!
and trisha got new pb!
yay =)
and amanda and barbara qualified for finals!
and amanda and laasya qualified for finals!
=)

ok short post today haha.
bye!

He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
and He hears me when i call.
thankyou Lord.

2006-07-05T07:01:00.001-07:00

YAY I'M BLOGGING!
actually i wanted to blog yesterday
but linda low came in!
and yuwen told me to press "save as draft"
and i clicked. and it took so long!
so i just closed it =)

anyway elvis presley IS goodlooking okay!
hahahah english presentation sucked (for me)
haha coz i had fever when i did my ppt!
so i was in a daze
just anyhow plonk HEHE
that's why points weren't summarised!
sorrysorry =)
but my presentation was GOOD right.
for someone who's unprepared =)

anyway yeah i was blogging about taboo yesterday!
you know the word guessing game?
hahah ok we played at yuwen's house that day
i lost terribly
like
yuwen: "ok who's the darn good bball player the black guy?"
me: "shaq o'neil ( i dont know how to spell. not that my spelling's bad!)
mel: "michael jordon la."
ooooops. HEHE.
hahhahaah ok so i got owned like crazy.
and then we played during geog
last week
some day
but nvm
hahahahah ok so we were at our first round
and i got the word 'beach'
easy right
so of course i said
EH MEMEMEME LET ME GO FIRST!
yay so of course jas moondo wanxin sarah cherie obliged
so i said
"BABES AND HUNKS!"
HAHAHAH and they alllllll guessed!
haha but ms foo overheard.
ooops but nvm I'M GOOD.
then cherie
she said
"ok you know all the ahpek always go AHPUI one?"
"SPIT!"
HAHAHHA darn we're good! =))

ok anyway i was sick for the whole of last week!
tues stomach flu
wed high fever
thurs high fever + diarrhoea
fri-mon diarrhoea + stomach pain!
mon-today blocked nose cough with loads of phlegm.
yay.
and friday's nats!
=(

hahah ok today during trng
mingmei wanted to go find ms zhang to get her no. tag
so we walked towards the track
and amanda said
EH comecome here la!
haha ok so we followed her to outside the gym
HAHAH and there she was
sitting on a guy's legs while he did abs
HAHHAAH then when we reached we started laughing
and the guy hurry sat up
and ms zhang jumped away
hahah so when mingmei was getting no. tags from her
amanda asked the guy "eh is zhanghao your mum?"
and the guy said yeah
hahha and ms zhang heard!
so i hurry said "yeah he looks like you!"
yay and she got happy =)

coach gave me a pair of shoes.
YAY!
very nice okay
green green one =)))))
haha.
and it was in the big shoe box
so i had no plastic bag or smth
so i was carrying my shoe bag, the shoe box, wallet and handphone in my hands
ok so i got on 156
met chloe
ok we talked
then i got off at sji busstop
crossed the bridge,
and in the middle i saw two 190s quite empty
hahah and there were these two ri/rj guys in front of me!
so i thought "eh so empty must catch!"
so i said "EXCUSE ME!" so they let me pass
and i realised that it was darn difficult to run with so many things on hand!
so i brisk walked
and realised that the bus behind was moving!
and the front one gone already
so i heck care
and stuffed the box and bag under my armpits and ran!
but couldn't catch =((
ok so nvm while walking down the steps i felt darn sad!
walked down.. reached busstop.
and i dropped the box.
-.-" so malu can!
hahah the shoes almost fell out
but luckily
they didn't! =)
and on the busride the box was so bulky that they kept hitting this woman's legs!
and she was staring at me.
i thought she was pissed!
so i said sorry quite softly without looking at her coz i was scared!
and finally once it hit her quite hard
so i hurry say sorry and half-smile and looked at her
yay and she smiled and said it's okay!
i was so touched =)
yay.
haha.

ok so i got to my house void deck.
so i saw this guy and his mum walking!
of course the polite me would wait right =)
ok so i heard "eh do you want to go up now?"
so they came in hahah
and he said "thankyou!" and smiled.
and the mum was still talking on her phone!
so no reception if the doors close right.
so she said to the person on the line
smth like if no response later just wait or smth
so i was waiting for her to talk finish before i pressed door close.
hahah so the guy smiled and said "oh it's okay we can go up!"
so of course i'd smile back and say "oh okay" =)
then reached up.
he smiled and said "thankyou!" again!
hahaha i got happy =)
yay!
ok so they went to the right, i went to the left
and you know what
IT WAS TOTALLY DARK!
and it was like. 7.40 already?
omgosh i think it had a blackout or smth
so i got darn scared!
and started talking to myself
it was darn dark!
so i hugged the box and bag.
and ran!
and reached the stairs
and i was scared that there'd be like robbers or smth
HAHAHAHHAHAH so i waited for a while,
nobody jumped out
yay so i ran down the stairs
reached my doorstep
and realised i can't take out my wallet to open the door as my hands were full!
so i rang the doorbell!
and faced the stairs
coz there was still the possibility of robbers!
HAHA yay and the high tech me had a camera phone!
so i onned the light HAHAH
and shone it towards the direction of the stairs
(you never know what might be lurking in the shadows)
and waited darn long before my mum opened the door la.
=( i got so freaked out!
haha.

yay and i watched the sg idol thing.
joakim gomez is HOT.
and cute =)
jonathan leong is cute too!
and norman not bad la.
hahaha

tmr's mingmei's nats!
YAY hope she qualifies
like duh of course she will la.
hahah but i'm still going down!
yay haha.

GO MINGMEI!
and GO THROWERS! =)))
and GO RG TRACK!
yeahhhhh. =)

OMGOSH I NEARLY DELETED THIS POST.
PHEW.
okay continue =)

things i must remember:
lean back, but dont omit rhythm!
pull. drive.

c'mon =)

GO BARBARA!
we're B and J!!
hahah.

OH I NEARLY FORGOT.
SOCCER.
hahah first time i'm watching for this world cup okay.
luckily ppl called me to wake me up =)
first call before alarm, second one when alarm sounded.
yay
i felt like sleeping after 90 mins!
but my bro told me that 30 mins extra time and penalities most interesting part.
so i stayed =)
and did chem.
haha ok so i did.
and didn't really watch
but i looked up a couple of times
to see them miss
but the last time i looked up
i had the feeling that it was THE kick!
so i watched
AND GOAAAAAALLLLLL!
YAYYYYY!
hahaha.
so someone called me
"DID YOU SEE THAT!"
haha ok
then bro had one call
he picked up
and said
"ALLRIGHT MAAAAAAN!"
whoa i didn't know he was so stylo!
HAHHAHAHAHA.
ok that was mean =)
nvm
so i got more awake
and SECOND GOAL!
YAYYYYYYY!
this time my bro called his friend
"YESYES DID YOU SEE THAT DID YOU SEE THAT OWNAGE MAN!"
damn loudly
plus alot more but i cant remember
hahahh and he was so loud that he woke my parents up?
and they came sleepily out
"oh italy win arh"
hahaha.
ok so i got darn high after that
even though i'm not that happy
but the goals were nice!
=)
so i was high for the rest of the day
when everyone else was sleepy -.-"
YAY WE BOUGHT EARRINGS!
:D:D:D:D:D

haha ok end of stories =)
goodnight!
pray for my nats =)
byebye! hope you enjoyed my post =)
ok no DUUUUH of course you enjoyed my post
people enjoy ALLLLL of my posts =)
yay.
HAHAHAH i'm just kidding.
byebye!

2006-06-17T05:37:00.000-07:00

oh and YAY we hit 40kg for weights! haha.thanks to mingmei who spurred me on. and chest press! yay finally broke my limits. =))) GO RGTHROWS!

2006-06-17T05:25:00.000-07:00

YAY i'm blogging! =))) i'm in the mood! haha.

=) my week has been fun! yesterday went to yuwen's house to do bio pt with her, mel and marjorie. haha while walking in, i saw mr. postman going zig-zag just to deliver all the letters! HAHAH he was like. go to one house, get off motorbike, post letters, get on motorbike, go across the street to another house, get off motorbike, post, get on, go across again, and the whole cycle repeats! HAHAHA. and while i was reaching yuwen's house mel zoooomed in in her car! but i RUSHED and YAY! i reached same time as her! HAHAH. but that was just because she was slow xD

so we went there, did bio pt for 2 hours, then played mahjong! =))) marjorie was so nice she helped me carry the mahjong table! i think i won twice. or was it once. HAHAHA i'm not saying the number of games we played! but it was fun seeing yuwen/marjorie go PONG! when i threw out one tile, then i can say to mel YAY MISS YOUR TURN! =)))))) yay! and mel's so dumb HAHAH she didnt know that you could take a tile for your consecutive to win the game. and when yuwen explained that to marjorie, she went "HUH why you never tell me??!?!? i could have won so many times that day!" HAHA so idiot.

and i was still contemplating whether to go for church sec3and4 camp. but i decided not to in the end. haha but i regret it a little. heard they went kayaking! and they're having worship now. xD but nvm.

yay and i went out today! haha.was fun! watched she's the man. HAHAHAH damn funny. especially the part when sebastian/viola and duke jumped on the bed when they saw the tarantula. HAHAH it's just like that time when we saw the lizard in yuwen's kitchen! hmmm yay and i ate venezia and drank mocha ice blended from coffee bean! yay felt so happy.

=))) yupp ok that's all for today! bye!

2006-06-13T06:54:00.000-07:00

yay! ok my second post =) hoho.

anyway had class party yesterday! woke up at 7 rushed for trng then after trng rushed home bathe pack stuff zoooooom outta the house in half an hour! but i was still late haha reached at 1.30 because i alighted at the wrong stop and decided to walk all the way and it was so hot i began sweating like mad and yuwen's house is so far in! hahah. but my crabsticks were still quite cold, the ice was still there =) yay so fun then we marinated the stuff and built charcoal houses to start the charcoal burning! yay. then we barbequed. yum the food was great! darn nice. and most of us went into the pool, while the rest cooked or played mahjong haha. then moondu's mum brought the potato cheese thingy. yum so nice we ate in the pool! then we had yingjie's mango pudding, and we played abit of truth or dare. haha. and i couldnt get outta the pool. =( and it was rather cold! so i kept sneezing after we bathed haha. and yay the what's-his-name won so you think you can dance! he's so hot haha. hmm then we watched abit of in her shoes.

sigh we havent started on bio pt! zzzzz. but actually i want sch to start! just that i dont like all the homework haha. but nvm i get to have fun everyday! =) and nationals is so close.. bleh i'm not improving. but i sure hope tmr's trng will be good =)

ok i shall do filing tmr =) try to. ok i dont feel like blogging already. haha byebye until tmr probably. =)

2006-06-09T00:03:00.000-07:00

yay! new address! hoho because i was sick of the old address. and it's spelt wrongly. haha. even though this address is lousy too. xD but nvm!

ok i shall try to blog regularly! since i have nth else to do. oh my gonghans! laterlater.

hmm had trng today. coach was sick! so we did specific medicine ball drills, then weights - stepups, twisting, chest press, specific drills, then crunches leg-raise. haha quite ok today, just that it was cold and i didnt sweat much. and the training vests came in! i ordered L and XL. but they're both hugeeeee. haha. i sure hope they'll shrink in the dryer! =)

i quite enjoyed james patterson's 4th of july. haha. any book that i can understand's a good book for me HAHAHA. shall go try the other book later!

and it's less than a month to nationals. hope i qualify! gotta train harder. push like i've never pushed myself! and break my limits. with minimal injuries =) yay ok that's my aim! and stay happy =)

ok might blog tmr bye!